The events of the past week have led to a few things.

First, I have learnt that I am a bit psychotic, but I don’t mind. I see it as a sign of being alive, of feeling. Although I suppose at the time I had lost sight of everything and was quite likely to do something stupid.

Second, I have learnt just how literal the term “heart break” is.

Third, I have realised that I need to spend more time on me and the things that make me happy. As well as my studies. This one is easier said than done, but I can slowly feel myself letting go and getting stronger.

Fourth, I am slowly starting to understand that for a relationship to work it takes a tonne load of work and communication from both parties. You hear it all the time, but now I really am understanding just how important it is. I think its also slowly bringing back my empathy and patience, which I’ve gradually watched deteriorate. 

“ Bottom line is couples who  are truly right for each other wade through the same crap as everybody  else but the big difference is they don’t let it take them down. One of those two people will stand up and fight for that relationship every time if its right and they’re real lucky. One of them will say something.”

-Dr Cox. Scrubs.

That quote has never felt truer.

So I’m making decisions and taking steps to become the best me I can be. And I just wanted you to know.

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