January 2011
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“The best smell in the world is the man that you love.”
– Jennifer Aniston (via raindropsonredroses)
I left my parents a somewhat intense letter last night, and it has not been mentioned since.
I wonder if we’re just gonna pretend it never happened.
In my head I want it go something like this:
Dad: “So you want to move to Canberra?”
Me: “Yes. I really want to”
Dad: “Okay.”
EASY AS PIE.
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I’m trying. I’m trying really, really hard.
I’m trying not to get overwhelmed, or to cry.
Because I know its not forever. I know this, yet I still want to attach myself to your leg and scream at you not to go.
And at the same time I know it will be good for me to have this time to focus on me. There’s a lot I have to do. I look around my room and I can’t help but...
Gonna have that conversation with Dad. Have practised many times in the shower.
Not all those who wander are lost.: Just thinking.... →
insomniainsanity:
I’m not perfect. I’ve got more meat on my skins then all those pretty girls. Sometimes I walk too fast or too awkward. I get into fights with my parents almost daily. You’ll find drama amongst me and my friends, and I’ll want to tell you. I can enjoy a night in as much as a night out, and I can…
I know its silly, but I can’t yet control how my mind works.
When you mention her, or Melbourne, it just brings back these really bad memories and the hurt that came along with them.
I know it shouldn’t matter because where we are is perfect, but just those two words trigger a lot of the bad stuff in the earlier days, and I hate having to feel that. Its an automatic response.
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It's said that everlasting friends can go long...
subzerofangire:
They understand that life is busy, but you will always love them. <3
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That awkward moment when you watch a Disney movie...
And at the end you’re just like:
While the other members of your family are like:
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Happiness.
Feels like I’m dying. :/
I wish I weren't so easy to leave behind.
I hate how she says "we" when she means "you"
Is this what they mean when they say “traumatised”? Because thats how I feel, right now.
And I hate that I keep wondering if there’s something wrong with me, because thats not fair. Its not fair that I automatically assume there’s something wrong with me.
I’m stronger than this.
And if the way I am doesn’t fit into your expectations, find somebody who does.
Rejected three times today.
Fuck this.
And all of a sudden Lily Allen’s song rings true,
After I've spent the day with you,
and we have to go home, I’m all like
sometimes even,
but inside I’m like..
“Don’t go..”
Waiting. Your call.
I love you, I do.
But I’m getting tired of having to do everything, you know?
Just once I’d like you to sweep me off my feet, take me on an adventure.
I have realised something.
Basically, what it comes down to is a life with you, or a life without you.
So there’s no choice, really. Thats all I have to remember.
I want spontaneity.
I want love, I want fun, I want adventure.
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When I think about it, I don’t want to go. But then I think about a life without you and I can’t breathe. So tell me what to do.