December 2010
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I'm tired of having to do everything.
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“Do you know what happens when you hurt people? When you hurt people, they begin...”
– Arundhati Roy
I don’t want to wake up tomorrow.
Show me the light. Give me something to look forward to. Give me a reason. I need a reason.
Is there anybody out there?
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“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely...”
– Bob Marley (via raindropsonredroses)
And if she asked me to stay I don’t know what I would do.
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They’re making love and he holds her close, tight, as if he never wants to let her go.
And in that moment nothing else matters. Nothing but their togetherness. Him, her, and the moment.
I could really use a hand right now.
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“Sometimes fish matter so much to people that you just have to go with it”
– Headgames, Nick Earls.
“B’s leaving us for Canberra soon so we’re trying to fit in as much as we can before she goes”
Its taken us years to get to where we are. You know me like I know myself. You are my family. You are my love. You are my soulmate.
I honestly don’t know what I’ll do without you.
You are my sanity when I am going insane. You are my voice of reason, my logic.
I...
I am whole.
There are moments where I wonder if we’re simply crazy or delusional.
And then there are moments where I know, without a doubt. And if I could bottle this feeling, I would. But I’m holding it near, trying not to forget, so that whenever I lose track of what is real and important, I can picture myself right here, in this moment.
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Andrea Gibson - For Eli.
Eli came back from Iraq and tattooed a teddy bear onto the inside of his wrist above that a medic with an IV bag above that an angel but Eli says the teddy bear won’t live and I know I don’t know but I say, “I know” cause Eli’s only twenty-four and I’ve never seen eyes further away from childhood than his eyes old with a wisdom he knows I’d rather not have...
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As my graduation comes closer I can’t help but remember something you said many, many, many moons ago.
And I know there’s no way you’ll do it, because lately it seems like you’re just full of empty promises, but still I remember and I can’t help but wonder.
“I’ll propose to you after your graduation ceremony”
Jack likes little boys. But the fact...
I’m slowly killing myself.
This is not living and I’m tired of it. I’m hurting the people that love me the most, and I’m hurting myself.
And I feel so alone, and I’ve started despising myself so much that I cannot stand to be by myself.
I’m tired of waking up with a feeling of dread. I’m tired of waking up feeling scared and anxious and alone. Of having...