December 2009
50 posts
“Keep calm and carry on”
– British Ministry of Information
And I think the reason she cannot give you her heart is because you’ve hurt her so many times already. It would be a stupid move on her part.
You know, you know, you know I'm a liar.
- Eskimo Joe
losercup:
The difference between my dad and myself is that he lives to work, and I work to live. What he considers ‘mistakes’ in my life are far from it in my opinion. I don’t want a fancy job, I don’t want to sit behind a desk my entire life, I don’t want to do something that prevents me from living my life. Maybe that’s why I don’t want to stay here. All my bad moods are stemming from this...
I wonder what it means, if it means anything at...
Lately it seems that every little thing will jog my memory of the life I once had.
A smell, a sound, a sight. It lasts only a fraction of a second but the feeling lingers. It is somewhat disturbing, and I end up grasping, struggling for more, for something to make it all make sense.
Lets make a date and get on a train.
And we’ll travel to the end of the world
…or atleast as far as the tracks will lead us.
“There’s nowhere you can be that isn’t where you’re meant to be…”
– John Lennon (via kari-shma) (via nihilistidealist)
She's mad at the world today.
At him. At her.
He didn’t even say anything wrong today, no more than usual anyway. Is it jealousy? She didn’t even want him in the first place. They’re harsh words she knows, but its the truth. Not anymore though. Now he’s all she wants. Almost.
They seem to hurt each other, throwing words like weapons. He always instigates and she always retaliates.
And all she wants...
Tell me you were real. I need to know I didn't...
“Logic will get you from A to B. Imagination will take you everywhere.”
– Einstein
“Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to...”
– J.K. Rowling (Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban) (via tiny-dancer)
I don't like this pain.
And everyone I thought I knew wound up being just like you.
I’m not going to apologise for being me, and I don’t expect you to apologise for being you. Just respect the fact that I don’t want to and I’m not going to be who you want.
kimmy-lou:
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kimmy-lou:
Mum keeps buying board games. I think she’s trying to encourage my belief that everything should be turned into a drinking game. After all, alcohol is the only reason I would even contemplate playing the ‘Australia’s Got Talent’ board game with my family.
There’s an ‘Australia’s Got Talent’ board game?! Good Lord.
Hell yeah! And it comes with a kazoo....
We need to talk.
kimmy-lou:
Mum keeps buying board games. I think she’s trying to encourage my belief that everything should be turned into a drinking game. After all, alcohol is the only reason I would even contemplate playing the ‘Australia’s Got Talent’ board game with my family.
There’s an ‘Australia’s Got Talent’ board game?! Good Lord.
I will not give myself to you.
Not until I truly feel you deserve me.
windelgremily:
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windelgremily:
Every time I think about my problems, I think about how there are people starving in other parts of the world. That there are people being shot or attacked because of their beliefs or who they side by; People being wounded, or people being plagued by a disease that I will never have to deal with or fight. Domestic abuse, rape, trafficking,...
I think I'm gonna tell the truth today.
These lies are getting harder to maintain.
alyannaaa:
Lucky I’m Inlove with my bestfriend.
Lucky to have been where we have been :)
Waiting for the weekend to end. I miss you.
Hello,new followers :]
mugglejeff:
tennisjunkie
wut
polaroid-this
sonegirl
Hullo! :)
Late night mini-conversations.
Do you ever worry when things are going so good that something bad will happen?
I used to. I’d expect everything to come crashing down, but not anymore. Because even if things do go bad I know that I can deal with it and move on, you know? That’s all you can do really. Just deal with it and move on.
“If you can dream it you can do it”
– Walt Disney
Circles
Licking her lips, she is surprised by the metallic taste of blood that seems so powerful, yet completely natural. It gives her a brief feeling of satisfaction, so momentary that it is gone before she notices it was there. Strewn all about the floor are dirty clothes. She sees her face staring back at her, an ugly image catching her by surprise. It is her ID card laying unashamedly next to her...
I love the moments where we are so perfectly in...
“I miss you” he says.
She feels the same. Her heart hurts when they’re apart.
There’s so much missing, but everything is there. If she could only voice her thoughts.
windelgremily:
Every time I think about my problems, I think about how there are people starving in other parts of the world. That there are people being shot or attacked because of their beliefs or who they side by; People being wounded, or people being plagued by a disease that I will never have to deal with or fight. Domestic abuse, rape, trafficking, alcoholism, self-harm, drug addiction....
I should have said 'no'.
She can still smell you on her skin, it lingers just as your touch did.
And she tries, tries, tries not to think about it
because every time she does the realization of what almost happened terrifies her.
And she’s not sure of who to blame.
She gave you an inch. You took the mile.
But she’s not running away just yet.
Don't think I can't see your subtleties.
I don’t think we’ve ever had a real conversation. You never seem to hear me. Why does it always have to be about you?
Everything always leads to one thing. I can’t give you that.
You’re not the one and I knew it all along.
But I won’t give up just yet.
“Couples who are truly right for each other wade through the same crap as...”
– Dr. Cox (Scrubs)
Don't think I haven't noticed
You choose not to eat
even when your body begs to be nourished.
And I’ve seen you look away
everytime I tell you that you’re beautiful.
Believe me when I say it.
Because you are beautiful.
And what happens when I gain weight? Or I get bad skin? You’ve said it yourself, you...
And its her own fault.
She wonders just how much he’s noticed.
He knows she doesn’t allow herself to be when they’re together, but does he know why?
Lies to so many people, she’s almost forgotten whats real.
He’s not the one she thought she’d have. She’s not the one she pictured all this time. But he’s here and when he holds her she feels okay.
Its only when he speaks...